Can I just say… sorry guys—delayed reaction!!! Hehehe Well… here’s the thing… I’m currently STILL in book 3, Eclipse. So basically, I’m still very much dazed about Edward—yeah, spent most of the afternoon watching videos of Robert Pattinson’s TV interviews!!! Ewwwwwwwwww!!! Hahahahaha!!! The thing is, Edward has been on my radar since November of 2007—because my sister, Jovania and over-glam cousins Louise A. and Liane A. have been going gaga about Twilight (and Edward of course). Even before all these commotion started (the movie coming out in November 2008 and the books suddenly becoming out of stock nationwide), I was already somehow informed of the romance that is Edward (in fact my sister has put the 3 books (then) on top of her birthday registry—back in June 2008). To cut the story short—I didn’t pay too much attention—even if I already bought all first 3 books (hardbound) for my sister as a gift. It turned out to be a good thing for me though in the end (i.e. having paid no attention) because otherwise, I would have read the books first before seeing the movie—then probably like most Twilight book fans, would have been disappointed (by the movie). According to most who have read Twilight first said the movie was disappointing because it wasn’t at all what they expected—meaning, they have imagined more from reading the book of how Edward is supposed to look and be like and how the scenes and stories supposed to play out. Apparently, the movie looks like a low budget film (opinion of those I interviewed hehehe). Anyway, my Twilight experience is actually very nice so far. I watched the movie on DVD with my sister (I got 3 separate invitations from 3 different girlfriend groups to watch the movie on the 1st day of showing so I had to decline to be fair to all!) —which she said was so much better than the big screen because Edward didn’t appear too “made-up” on the DVD copy (meaning, Edward appeared more rough and masculine—which he was supposed to). Then, after watching, I started with the books. Of the 3 so far, I didn’t like New Moon that much (I’m still looking forward to the movie though). Twilight—I almost couldn’t put down when I started (I think this proves how much “young at heart” I really am! Hehehehe). And Eclipse… is also everything I expected so far… Anyway, apart from wanting to share my Twilight experience, I also want to outline the top 3 reasons why I like Edward so much!
1) He’s just over the top my kinda guy! Do you think he looks a little bit more like someone I know??? Hahahahaha! Seriously though—I like the rough and masculine look—esp. the way he boyishly stares… it’s just OMG!!!
2) I like that he is dangerous and aloof. And I like him even more because he softens when it comes to the one he loves. (like a bad boy turning good to, for and because of this one person).
3) The way he talks and acts. Even if the actual words or actions are “umay” in nature—the way he does it is just naturally smooth! Enough to make any girl blush or get dumbfounded.
Well… that’s about it. I know a lot can relate to my obsession at the moment! hehe And though I’m already a few months (or years) behind—I still can’t help but be mesmerize by the enigma of Edward (and of the love story of course)! Hahahaha!
THOUGHT: Isn’t it nice and awakening… that once in a while… in this world of practicality and realism… someone… or something comes along which breaks the stillness of our existence… and even just for a brief moment… makes us smile in a different way? 
Jan 3, 2009
As some of you already know, we really made the most out of the long Christmas break! I feel so refreshed today as I catch up in the cyber world (write a couple of posts and upload holiday photos)! J From Dec 24 (except when I had to check my email for my flight confirmation), I deliberately took a break from my cyber life and enjoyed every bit of the real world! Hehehe Anyway, I’m really happy because I was able to: 1) spend real quality time with family and friends –in Subic with my family and some high school friends; in Bicol with Kiko’s relatives and friends; in Baguio with the Baguilats and Famorcas; 2) see old and new acquaintances; 3) breathe enough fresh air and drink as much buko juice!!! *should I mention alcohol as well?* hehehe!; 4) finish reading 2 books -Twilight by Stephanie Meyer (yup—I’m in love with Edward Cullen too! hehe) and Remember When by Judith Mcnaught (was supposed to read New Moon but I left the book in Subic— I’ll do that very soon!)!5) recharge the mind, body and soul! hehe I’m actually very inspired right now from the rest and the encounters I had over the holidays. J
Here’s a recap of what we did in the last 10 days: (more…)
(written: Nov. 6, 2008)
As I was walking along the streets of Makati Avenue it dawned upon me that I am exactly where I want to be today…and in this stage of my life…
It’s my car coding day so I took a cab to work. I decided to get off at Pacific Star to get myself a Starbucks mocha frappuccino (my favorite!). As I went along… walking in my “Carrie strides”– in my favorite white heels from London, I realized I was really feeling light and perfect! Imagine that scene in a feel good movie when it’s about to end? A good song playing in the background… the main character walking down a perfect setting, in a perfect windy weather, closing her eyes… smiling and just savoring the nice weather and that feeling of inner peace and contentment… It was exactly like that. I realized that my life’s happiness actually comes from the totality of the way I live on a daily basis… that my happiness doesn’t depend on what will be or on any big plans for the future. Its happiness and contentment now… in the small and big things I have at the moment… relationships, career, routine (esp. the full 8-hour sleep I get to enjoy everyday! J), lifestyle, extras… As I continued walking, I recapped in my mind how the last 24 hours of my life went… I was pleased and said a quick prayer of thanks… I thought… Life just couldn’t get any better…
Friends!!! Let’s support this fund raising activity to raise funds for various youth charity projects of the International Order of Demolay.
- What: Movie Premiere of Quantum of Solace
- Where: Glorietta 1 Cinemas, Makati City
- When: November 5, 2008 at 7:30pm
- Tickets Prices: P400 and P600
- About the Movie: http://www.007.com/#/about-the-film
Please send me a message if interested. Thanks!!!
I decided to publish my birthday wish list this early coz SHIPPING takes a while! hehehe *YES, I’m expecting the unexpected!!!* mwahahaha!
NOT IN ORDER OF IMPORTANCE:
- Message compilation from my all the important characters *BFFs, you know what this means! hehe*
- Anything personal or personalized
- Anything Chanel, LV and the like *big grin!*
- Friendster comment – if you feel like using graphic glitters or animated pics, please use small to medium size only
- Sony DSLR or Canon Powershot camera
- Kikay Bags – anything shinning, shimmering, splendid
- SPA 6750 GCs
- Starbucks GCs
- Hello Kitty seat belt cover
- Anything ZARA or Mango
- Anything Precious Moments
- Tequila Rose
- Decorative scented candles
- A new pet fish or bird(s) - I have a bowl aquarium and a bird cage na so yung pet nalang talaga if ever. I’ll name it after YOU! hehe
- Luggage piece/set – something really durable: could withstand over shopping/over packing!
- NO perfumes (unless it’s Bvlgari White); NO Victoria Secret sprays/lotions (body butter pwede na); NO make-up items please… still have stocks of these J
- Cash donations to Rizalina Ruanto Baguilat Foundation (in process…) - have a charity thing on Oct 3, 2008 at SNZ J
THANK YOU!
In between grieving for my mom’s passing and getting sick (like I was almost dead)… I managed to upload my Greece photos in Friendster and Multiply. To me…That’s how thin the line can get between misery and happiness.
I have always been a big fan of life. I wake up each day with so much positivity and confidence like nothing could spoil my perfect, happy, fabulous world. Until about 3 weeks ago—when my mom died. That day made me realize how “easy” my life had been… how God and my parents have protected me from all the ugly things in life… It suddenly hit me that all these time I probably didn’t truly understand what pain or suffering really means… I was totally clueless until I lost a love one… The pain was just excruciating to a point of numbing. For a while, all I wanted to do was float and sleep. Literally, my body was about ready to shut down due to non-activity. From where I was 3 weeks ago, I suddenly understood why and how some people are so careful or afraid to live life to the full or love to the core… They simply had a glimpse of hell (i.e. excruciating pain and exhaustion— physically, mentally and emotionally) while still alive and just couldn’t take it. I felt like this for a while. From being bubbly and confident, I was suddenly afraid. Afraid of the realization that we actually live under the mercy of fate… That there are things which might happen to us beyond our wildest imagination which could cause us grave pain and suffering… And then I thought… so what do we do then? Give in? Give up? Just stop living? Drop everything and wallow in despair? Of course not… We can’t let pain or useless anxiety get the better of us. We simply pick-up ourselves and move on… little by little.
I woke up in a hospital bed and decided I’m done being down and miserable. And then in some cosmic way, there was inner peace and hope. I was just soooo excited to go back to normal and live again. I decided… happy is a much nicer word than misery… After all… “with all it sham, drudgery and broken dreams… it is still a beautiful world…”
Sold my car yesterday… My very 1st!!! The secondary witness to my SUPER fun and colorful yuppie days (next to my “bachelorette pad” hehe)!!! It once symbolized my independent, carefree, perfectly FAB early 20s lifestyle (exactly the kind of life you would want to have between 23-26! Oh… yes… nothing beats the ultimate! hehe)– the craziest years of my life! Hahaha! **memories flooding back– winky wink!** Anyway, we’ve shared some really unforgettable experiences together—fun, sad, awkward, scary, angry, stupid, exciting, embarrassing, serious… and more importantly… happy… I just realized this morning how it had been really really good to me (all those years). To pay tribute to my car (for the last time), here are OUR Top 7 BEST (i.e. prior to family life J):
- Road Trip – I still vividly remember… my window was down… my eyes enjoying the beautiful scenery of Albay… I was feeling very lucky just being there, enjoying the fresh breeze…all the attention and pampering… away from the noise of the city… then, something hit me… I was falling for the man beside me! It was the day that changed my life forever…**Umay! J**
- First Love – he held my hand while the song “Paano” was playing over the radio… we were driving along the sbma expressway (before the tunnel) around 2am on our way to Manila… I looked at him… he looked at me… no words needed to be said. It was definitely one of the happiest days of my life…
- Beach Fest Baby! – the ultimate GIRL bonding! Almost every weekend we were in Subic/Zambales making plans and doing “stuffs” for our summer getaway. Note: This was at the height of NLEX major construction! Hehe Lyanne normally rides with me while Tatch rides with Annie. Every trip was a blast! At NLEX, cars would stop for over 30mins in one area. We would go out of our cars, in our short shorts, and wala lang! chikahan in the middle of the expressway like we were the only people there! Hehe Some stories are better left unpublished! Hahaha! (more…)
I think it’s time I clarify and put into record some things which have “confronted” me lately… mainly, on the subject of friendship. OH YES, this is all about friendship!!! (hello TITLE??? Hehehe sorry readers, private joke! *smiley*)
Firstly, I am not at all a friendly person. As in do not expect me to be mushy/flattery and all when I see you—especially if we’re not that close or if we just got introduced (though I will probably initiate a decent conversation to take away awkwardness or to live out good social skills). I am not the type of person who approaches a stranger and introduces myself, especially when I am not in the mood or if I am just in my normal mood (meaning, if I approach you and be all friendly—that is me in my hyper mood). I am not the “salesman” kind of person who can put on a friendly happy face at all times, manage to initiate small talks with just about anyone and then by the end of an event is already bestfriends with half the crowd. I do not say “love you girl” to all my female friends and acquaintances (because I take the L word seriously —contrary to popular belief! Hehe plus, I grew up in an environment of regionalism, sub-groupings and the so called A-lists (versus D-lists! Hahaha!). Anyway, so what does this mean? It means I don’t really keep a long list of very close friends. I haven’t won any “darling of the crowd” awards or any social awards to that effect. More importantly, it means: 1) I am not into flattery, I am 95% of the time, sincere with my compliments/praises; 2) if you ever make it (and manage to keep it) in my friends’ zone, expect loyalty, openness, thoughtfulness and “love” from me. So, this should pretty much give you an idea why I act like I do. Note that it’s not about being too “way up there” (in SAC vocabulary—masyadong nagpapataas ng billing) but rather it’s just me, being my unfriendly self (minding my own life and business).
Secondly, I finally realized what kind of “BESTfriendship” works very well for me (which grows closest to my heart) – the kind which involves the nitty-gritty stuffs – from the details of my mom’s illness down to the color of my nails today or my new fendi eyewear J. It’s the kind of friendship which allows me to just pick up the phone and call-a-friend from another time zone just to talk about a nice movie I just saw or about a 2-min. encounter with an ex. The kind of friends who: (more…)
1st, Lakers lost to Celtics, 98-88, last Thursday in game 1 of the NBA Finals. Kobe Bryant, my favorite this season, only scored 24 (a hard “fought” 9 of 26 attempts). Boston’s trio (Allen, Garnett and Pierce) really stepped-up and gave the crowd a convincing win over Lakers— and something to look forward to — a more exciting match– again in Boston Garden later today for game 2 (Monday morning Philippine time).
2nd, Hillary Rodham Clinton is officially OFF the 2008 US presidential race, having “lost” to Barack Obama (now the official Presidential candidate of the Democratic Party in the November election). In a speech she delivered last June 7, at the National Building Museum in Washington D.C. she said, “Life is too short to dwell on what might have been…” I have always felt strongly about “GIRL power” – so, I was really kind of hoping that Hillary makes history in this lifetime by being the very 1st woman president of the USA.
3rd, Roger Federer just lost the Men’s Draw Finals of the French Open. It was a very very disappointing game especially that I was expecting so much from Federer (not only from his being the world’s #1 but more importantly because he has been “trying so hard” to win his very 1st French Open title). Rafael Nadal won in 3 sets, 6-1, 6-3 and 6-0.
